It all started on March 2019. It was one of those normal college days. after attending a regular course, I was heading my way home, I met a not so interesting classmate or so I thought. I can’t exactly remember how, but he brought up the topic of ritual magic and started talking about Aleister Crowley and the famous rituals he did. I was an agnostic at the time, I had some weird experiences with meditation and that was it. So, I was naturally intrigued by what he has to say. Of course, being the sceptic that I am, I didn’t believe what he said. But I was open to try it out myself.

Sometimes, people to whom we give no importance might drastically change our lives.

I searched for magick on the internet. And I found a young lady, explaining in a video how to write a sigil to manifest your desires. It was simple sigil magick. It seemed like a simple self-help technique, but I decided to give it a shot. I took a piece of paper on which I wrote down a simple desire and went to bed.  

But this didn’t go as I expected. At night I had a weird dream in which I was some sort of zombies’ mental hospital in which everyone was infected with an uncurable disease. A few psychiatric male nurses were trying to capture me and put me in a cell. I hided in room, and the moment they tried to force the door I woke in my room feeling like the door was about to get enforced. I felt relieved after realizing it was just a dream. But I knew this cannot be a coincidence, something is up.

Then next night, another weird nightmare occurred in which a friend was reading the holy book in my room. I woke up, it was 4:00 am. I realized that the sigil I did have unveiled certain dormant occult powers that I have. I was able to get into a deep meditative trance almost instantaneously, as if a spiritual barrier has been shattered. But late at night I managed to hear whispers of spiritual entities which was really frightening. But these abilities tend to quickly subside after a week or so.

A few weeks went by, I discovered ceremonial magic. I went straight to demonolatry or the LHP demonic invocations, which tend to summon the entity inside your body instead of summoning it out in a triangle and constraining in it with the names of God.

I knew deep down at this point that there is something going with this magic thing, that there are things that we cannot perceive with our five senses. But I wasn’t quite sure, and my male risk-taking drive just pushed me to explore and venture to spiritually dangerous grounds. I familiarized myself with the spiritual occult sciences, but I didn’t take it so seriously. I recall first time calling Belial. I sat down in my bed, lit up a few candles and started calling, chanting his demonic Enn. Energies started flowing in my body, it was a different type of energy than I’ve ever experienced before. I started feeling so warm, as if fire was burning in my chest. It was as if hell was inside my soul or I became it. King Belial didn’t manifest himself to me the first time, but I vividly remember hearing a whisper of my name in my right ear during the ritual.

The next day, I understood the protective effects of the magic circle. I understood why having a protective circle whilst working with entities is essential. It was as if the demon could penetrate my mind easily and put whatever thought he wishes to communicate. He told me how he’s been watching me my entire life, manipulating events in my life and waiting for me to call him.

On 31 March 2019 was my ever most powerful invocation, I sat down relaxed in my bed and started chanting, “Lirach Tasa Vefa Wehlk Belial” My scrying techniques were very primitive, but they worked perfectly well in this case. After about 10 minutes of chanting and feeling the demonic energy in my body that I was able to contain and channel inducing a state of self-hypnosis, I start noticing two reptilian eyes staring at me, flickering in the darkness. This time Belial’s telepathic waves penetrated my brain and were so clearly interpreted. After stating my wish, he surprisingly said “Alright.” I asked him if he wants me to do something for him as repayment. “You will discover the price later.” He replied and then vanished.

The next day I was given a personal sigil with a very powerful incantation that I will share with you here.

“Four Fire” is the incantation that must be repeated many times. And this the sigil:

The moment I gazed at king Belial right in the eyes I knew I was never the same after that. Something profoundly changed about me. An experience that is unlike any other experience in the entire world. I knew I was destined for this.